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Jason Hanson
Kicking is different than anything else. Size doesnt matter. Effort doesnt matter. Speed doesnt matter. The only thing that matters is technique - and getting the job done. No one cares if I had a great week of practice. It has to happen during the 20 seconds I take the field.
Thats the life of a kicker. You can have years of glory weeks of glory games of glory. But if you miss the kick, youre the reason for the loss.
Ive had a wonderful career. Ive been to two Pro Bowls. Ive kicked several game winning field goals. Im proud to have been with the Detroit Lions my entire career, and I want to finish well.
My greatest struggle is not the pressure of making the kick when the game is on the line, or driving the ball deep on kickoffs. Actually, my greatest struggle has nothing to do with my performance on the field, or dealing with all the external elements. Its an internal struggle. It has to do with not allowing my identity to be dependent on my performance.
God has used football and kicking to shape me. I dont know how I could kick without my faith. God has given me ability and a mind to use. I find peace in knowing that. I train as hard as I can. I execute my technique as perfectly as I can. And if I miss, I know that God still cares for me and has a plan for me, and my identity does not depend upon a field goal.
Which is not to say that a missed field goal does not bother me. It does. If I miss, Im more upset than anyone. But even if I lead the NFL in humiliation, I know that my hope is not tied up in what happens on the football field.
I grew up in a Christian family. I was a decent guy, and never visited the wrong side of the tracks. I didnt come to Christ because I had hit the bottom. In fact, my story is somewhat the opposite. God worked through my success to draw me closer to Him.
Success can be as big a test as failure. I began to experience how good it was to succeed. I was a consensus All-American my sophomore year at Washington State. Ive signed nice contracts. I have a certain amount of celebrity. But Ive discovered its all empty. It cant satisfy. The greatest despair in life comes from reaching your dream and discovering thats all there is.
Ive always liked the Bible story of the rich young ruler, who had everything a person could want fortune, good reputation, power and influence but he was missing the most critical thing a relationship with God.
Over the years, as I tasted success and found it empty, I have become more and more convinced that everything the Bible says is true, and Jesus is exactly who He says He is. In fact, Ive based my entire life on Jesus being who He says He is the Savior of the world.
Jesus said, Come, follow Me. And I have. And in Him alone I have found peace.
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